Soo on the weekend I went to my friends Emma’s 18th. Using Janes ID ( not my fake, I’m not using it for the time being just in case it gets confiscated before splendor) Yay only like hmm 43 days till 18!! Anyway Emma had a TEN THOUSAND dollar bar tab. She is like the biggest princess you have ever met in your life, she rocked up in a limo, which was over the top and embarrassing I thought. But it was a very good night. At like 3am we left that club, and randomly met some English people in the vally and went to this huge backpackers party at their backpackers place. It was soo weird, I pretended I was from Ireland to some people, and then they all laughed at me when I said I was from South Dublin, no clue what that was about. Ha and I had the weirdest cabbie home, he told me and my friends if we took his number we didn’t have to pay for the ride. So we were like ‘yess we will defiantly call you up… weirdo” and got a free ride. Anyway enough from that odd night.

Today I went to Harrys house to be “just friends” it doesn’t really work. See it would be much better to just completely stop talking to him or something, but I could never do that. Soo things got a bit frisky, even though I told him as soon as I got there, friends don’t kiss or anything at all like that. Yep we did all that jazz, it was weird we hadn’t had sex since we broke up like a month ago. But ahh it has made me rethink my decision again, seeing he still wants to get back together. Hmm then we watched Black Snake Moan, pretty cool movie very awkward when his Dad watched like 10 minutes with us and it gets a little steamy. We also then watched Children of Men. It was okay, I hated the ending though. Oh I also got a call for an interview at FCUK and Sunburn today, would be cool places to work at. That is all. Goodnight.

Exams, I wasnt to worried about them becuase I thought I was going to get into midsemester nursing, and so none of my results would matter.
Ha soo that didnt work out, and I didnt get into nursing. Haha damnit if I have stuffed up these exams, then my gpa is fucked for the year. So getting into nursing at the end of the year will be 10 times harder, and probably wont happen.
Go Liz!

YAAAYYY I got my license.

It was raining like hardcore; it rained once in a blue moon in Brisbane so I had only practiced in the rain ONCE. In the test I thought I had failed from like the first 10 minutes, because the man was a little large and accidentally hit the breaks on his side of the car, so I was thinking Wow if he had to put on the breaks I automatically failed. So I was so cut, and the whole test was like about to cry cause I thought I had failed. But I got the easiest maneuvers to do only reverse in a straight line, u-turn, and gear control ( in an automatic car!!). Hahaha I got 6 errors though hahah and if you get 8 you fail! But I’m soooo excited, I almost cried when I got it, and I even hugged by instructor I was so happy. Yay for liz.

How come the one night I need to talk to someone fucking 3 network decidses to give me NO reception in my house?
How come Mango Tree by Angus and Julia Stone makes me cry so much?
Its not even a sad song, serioulsy, what the hell.

Its easier to make other people happy, then to make yourself happy. You can act, say and do all the right things; you can act exactly how they would love you to act. You know how they perceive you, and how you should act according to make them happy. Apparently I deserve an Oscar or something, because he hasn’t noticed how unhappy I have been, it was a ‘shock’ to him. Maybe I just don’t want to upset other people, I can easily give off the illusion everything is a okay, but I don’t like to ever show that I’m unhappy, I will hide it until it hurts. Maybe this is all my fault, maybe I will stay with him, because if I leave him I will be hurting the one person I loved most. I wish I was one of those people who say ‘as long as he/she is happy, I’m happy.’ Its easy to plot along, in the same old boring routine, its easy to stay in an uphappy relationship. I’m not used to being by myself, and I don’t think I’m very good at it. I hate listening to my own thoughts I will turn up the music until i can no longer hear them And would much rather listen to other peoples..........

Gosh I complain a heck of alot.

So last night after Kel Bee and I all went to see Gorgia Rule ( weird movie). I caught a cab home. I told the Cabbie I was going for my license in 3 weeks, and jokingly asked him If I could drive his cab home. He pulled over and Was like Alright jump in lets do this, I was like OMG seriously what kind of cab driver would risk his career on some idiot girl who doesn’t even have her license. Anyway I drove home all fine- after him truing of the meter for a fair bit of it ! Then he says ‘Oh I think you need a few more lessons before you will pass, Ill give you a few rides for free” Ahh I was getting so freaked out, so I parked outside my neighbors house so he wouldn’t know where I lived, and then my stupid brother pulls up and waits for me to walk up our driveway together- so now the weird cabbie knows my address!!

If I had butter in my eye, would you lick it out?

I dont write in a journal, I just read other peoples!!


What is greater than God?
What is more evil than the Devil?
The rich need it
The poor have it
And if you eat it
You will die

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